Platonic My Ass!

Some people say women and men can never JUST be friends. That eventually someone will want to fuck while the other develops feelings.

My best friend is amazing.

I really love this man. He’s intelligent, ambitious, handsome, everything another woman would dream about.

He’s got these thick lips that sometime distract me during conversation. Its not like I need to change my draws when around him, but dude does have some pussy eating lips.

But I have no desire to be with sexually…well sometimes I do.

But I’d NEVER take it there even though I’m sure, more than sure, he wouldn’t do anything to stop me from sitting on his face.

He’s the most consistent man in my life, which is kind of sad. Even when I had a boyfriend, he was always my true confidant.

So you can see why mixing my adoration and respect for him with passionate sex is NOT the best idea.

I know sex would confuse the fuck out of me, even though I know he has no interest in being with me. He says I whine too much. I only whine about him being overbearing.

My friends claim Lovely is “the husband I’ll never have” (not as comforting as they may think). Even random classmates think we’re perfect for each other. I always play it off and remind them dude is JUST my friend, but there are those days when I fantasize about being with him. Sometimes I think he does like me and would actually be with me. Then I’m reminded that his dresser is crowded with pictures of his ex-girlfriend who lives in Florida but just passed the NY bar. So I’m sure chick has got that shit on lock.

And the truth is I’m sure if I were his woman, he’d start slipping and things would be so different. Because men are always better men to their friends than they are to their woman!

I don’t want to be with him, but he makes me feel so damn good. I just want to meet a man who can replicate that consistency and dick me down so good I want to revert back to my pass/puff days, cook him dinner, and relax while spooning to Sade.